welcome into my 2016

welcome into my 2016

My name is Brenda, Brenda Sitawa. That average girl next door who is juggling between living and existing. The good news about me is that I want to tell you my stories. I want to tell you my not so perfect stories, stories marred by a bazillion emotions and activities that transcend all aspects of life.

I will tell you when life was Paradise, when all I wanted I got. When we went on vacations, walked on the Sandy beaches, dined in the best restaurants available and basked in the sun. I will also tell you a story how I lived a life opposite from that, days I lived almost like a hoodlum, tossed here a there without a specific thing or place to call my own.

I will tell you how my days are always like.

I will tell you my dreams, ambitions, wants and needs. I will also let you in on my joys, win, losses and triumphs

I will tell you how I met a boy who captured my heart and later razed it down to ashes.

I will also tell you how possessive I get over the things and people that I love

I will also tell you a story how I got a breast Cancer scare and literally pranced up and down the hospital corridors when I was told it was fibroadenosis, something far from it. I will also tell you how I want God more than anything I’ve ever wanted.

I will also tell you how I survive the murky waters of life, how I’ve always felt different and my struggle to fit in and be like the rest of them even though the only time I get satisfaction is when I let my guard down, let the little kid in new out of the box, sing off tune in the shower and walk barefoot in the sand or grass.

I will tell you this and many more.

I hope you stick around to read my tales from far and beyond

Signed: Yours Truly